Listen, I'm not sure anything I can say will help your pain right now but please remember the following:
God never gives you more than you can handle. There are guys here that have been through horrific episodes in their lives. Not trying minimize yours but we all have endured physical and mental pain.
5/0 just went through loosing 7 family members and his dog in one year.
In 2003 I had 10 operations including a quad bypass. 6 months later I was diagnosed with cancer. Then my company fired me because "they were going in a different direction".
We have all lost loved ones and their memory never fades nor does the pain diminish. But life goes on as yours must.
Remember, failure and giving up is NOT an option. Just keep fighting if for nothing else but Lori's kids and her memory.
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