[ProfessorM]

Originally Posted by justplugit

Fish Raptor, you mentioned you still can't see the light at the end of the tunnel.
It takes so long to finally see it, but it will come. That's the hard part, waiting.
From my own experiences it will break a little at a time. It's like climbing stairs,
rest at each step and if you slip back one it's ok, it will make you stronger as you climb.

You are doing the very best thing by getting professional help,
don't give up on it, keep going back no matter what. You are a STRONG person for seeking it.
There are times we have to live 1 minute at a time with that dread feeling, but you will get through it.
You have a lot of people who sincerely care about you, as evidenced by this web site.
Take strength from that and know at the end of your suffering you will be able to help others
through their trials because of your new found wisdom and empathy.
We are all in this life together.
God Bless you,as he will, and hold on no matter what.

Hopefully you can be helped from Dave's wisdom. He is such an insightful person. Godspeed