[Patrick82]

John,

I don't know what to say. I'm sorry. If it would be easier for you, I can go back to lurker status. I won't leave to make them happy. I'll leave to make it easier for you.

I just don't get it. I've tried to be good. I really have tried and I thought I was doing much better. I haven't called names, I've helped where I could and I've asked serious questions. I've really tried to change. I've apologized for my past and most people have put what I did in my past behind. Here was a chance for some to be the bigger person and they spit on it. The saddest part, a lot of the people were ones I really liked too. October 13th, you'll meet me and you'll see I'm not a bad guy. I go off on tangents on occasion and I say stuff that doesn't go with popular opinion but isn't that what these boards are about? If everyone had the same exact ideas, then we would get nothing new out of it.