Addict,
Although I haven't gone through some of the hardships you have, and being that I am only 29 years old, I don't know if I have the answer for you either. I also have wondered to myself,"what the hell are you going to do?" Sometimes things in life just get so crossed up that you just can't think clearly, at least that's how I feel sometimes, and I am in a similar position that I cannot afford to take large amounts of time off ( married, family, house ). The one thing that you cannot forget is how fast time goes by, as long as you have your health and your family, everything else will takes it's course. Hang in there & keep on Pluggin'
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