Damn thats terrible, you almost brought a tear to my eyes
I'm very sorry to hear about your loss Chubsdad. I don't know if you would be interested in looking at, or thinking about getting a new dog but maybe that would help?
The animal shelter in Pembroke always has great dogs that for one reason or have been left to sit without an owner. You can even go down and just take one out for a walk if you want. Just a suggestion, if you want to I'll go with you.