Reading this I realize just how much of a stigma it is when you get upset over the loss of a pet. Well that is horse#^&#^&#^&#^&e. They are loyal and loving animals who are a part of the family and are horribly missed.
I had to put down my old guy Fred last year. He wasn't able to get around much anymore. And even though I have adopted 3 dogs, I sill miss him very much. I have tears in my eyes now thinking about him.
If you are interested in a dog, Pembroke is great. And what a great facility. I adopted my new little girl Annie there.
If you do not find what you want, may I suggest
http://www.petfinder.org/shelters/MA226.html A2Z rescue or adoption. Kelly is great. She helped me find Sampson - he was still a pup and not full grown at 130 lbs. He is a St. Bernard that is currently 180lbs on his way to 230.
We also adopted Tank from A2Z - he my girlfriends dog - and cute as a button. Tank is a Pembroke welsh corgi.
Just remember, no one can take away your memories.
-IWK