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Circlehook, sounds like you got the fever in a bad way. My advice to you is that you go for it 100%, go as hardcore as you can for as long as you can as long as you have the gas in your tank, and do it until either you achieve your 60lb goal, you find that it is your life's calling to be a died in the wool surfman, or else you have a moment of truth when you ask yourself if there isn't something missing.
I did something like that, just told myself I was going to go as hard as I could until I hit the wall, went three+ years straight with fishing as no.1 and everything else on the back burner, and then something went click. Now, I'm still into it and think about it all the time, but I'm no longer ready to live out of my car for it...but there are days when I think what if...
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