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This has been one of the strangest seasons I have ever had, While I should be happy...I am not, This past spring and early summer was what I would call "to good" It really took the wind out of my sails...I also had problems with friends because of it, I feel like Things will never be the same..Really made me sick..On top of that I am facing fairly major surgery in January to correct a stomach problem, I am very nervous about it and its on my mind constantly..While I have fished a bit here and there The spark is just not there right now and this passing of john just put a lid on things for me..I am in a bad place.I tried desperatly to have a good time the other day fishing, and all I could think about was getting back home..I dont know what is going on..I dont really have many friends that I would call close..and yes, I chose it to be that way but losing them the way it happened this spring all because of fish has sickened me..and Now losing one to tragedy tops it off...Just an aewfull year in my life..Anyway..I will miss John..and with my own health not the greatest right now It really makes me think..Hope all of you guys have an awesome Fall! and enjoy yourself...Life is way to short and take nothing for granted..As Clammer has said more than once.."Enjoy what you have" Bill
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