Guys, as hard as it was I wrote out a few pages of thoughts (in large text!) and shared at Mom's service. There were several long painful pauses, but I got through it. And now I will never look back with regret and wish I had spoken. My brother chose a song which we played at the end of her service, Warren Zevon's "Keep me in your heart for awhile". I had never heard it beore and learned he wrote it when he found out he had lung cancer, like Mom. What a song.
Man, what a week, I am exhausted and I feel lost, there is lots I can be doing, but I can't do anything. Time, right?
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