Well up until today I was doing ok. Today I got my date for the Surgery and the reality of it hit all at once! Anyway they do the stomach surgery on Friday January 25th...Doc says it takes about 4 hours to do and then 6 to 8 weeks of recovery after a 5 to 7 day hospital stay..I have to say I cant remember the last time I was this scared of anything it really is scarry (exept seeing Clammer nude
) Anyway Thats the scoop...I hope this ends my problems for good! As long as they dont rig me up like an eel !