Bill:
Always come out on the losing end??????
On tv, writing articles, speaking engagements, catching fish of a lifetime repeatedly, got some good friends and they fish....how is this losing?
You say you don`t care what others say or think.... then don`t care.
You need to not only listen to your own heart but abide by it. Also listen to Clammer.... really listen.
You have got so much that is good in your life.... wrap your arms and mind around that and stay focussed.
Now go get that 70# plus this year
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and yes Spence is evil
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