OKAY, EVERYONE FOLLOWING THESE THREADS- PLEASE READ EVERY LINE CAREFULLY ---PLEASE!!!!!!
John, Sorry for being an idiot on your website several times.
BM, sorry for calling you names because you didn't reply- i guess i'm just desperate for herring lures, and i think if i don't learn now i will never learn, i am sorry dude.
Everyone- i know some/most/all of you probably hate me because i am such an intorrible bastered- and i can't help that. i am sorry
now i know alot of you don't want to talk to me, so alot of you don't want to fish with me or be a "friend" and i guess i understand that since i give you such a head ache. but from the bottom of my heart, when i post, i don't realize what i am saying sometimes and it pisses people off- and i am really really sorry- i said this many times, you all know my intentions here are NOT to go thru what we are right now......this is not just BS for you all, but BS for me because i have to explain myself and re-gain your friendship- i guess many of you i can't win over and again- it's my fault. i'm an idiot who post too much, talks to much, ask to much and doesn't read enough- i know
if i get the boot, that's what happens- and i will probably never get the chance to meet any of you, i hope i don't get the boot because
i really am a good kid- i am sooooo dedicated and i try my best to fit in here, my humor is differant from most of yours do to the big age gap.....i try my best and obviously i suck at it.
from day 1 i've been an idiot on here and i can't take all that back
so what i ask from you all is a bit of slack, a bit of forgiveness and most of all- that you all know i am sorry for disrupting striped-bass.com because what i would ever do without this site is scary- i wouldn't catch another fish probably, ever.
i love this place and hope we can overpass this bump in the road
i know i am probably the worse member this site has ever had and that really bothers me because i have good intentions it's just everything i do falls apart into crap like this!
if i ever disrespected, insulted or even annoyed any of you- i'm so sorry i can't even explain it........i really want to meet you guys and fish with you all- but stuff like this makes you all think i am a trouble maker, and i'm not.....
enough now- i hope that explains my meaning here in S-B and that you all understand.
mike