Steve;
it has various names ;;
burnout // age // satisfied// not satisfied // other pressures// desire or lack of // other priorties // work //
family // && the list goes on .. it will change only if you figure out what is keeping you from going / & you make the choice to change those things or not .
If your not upset ..That your not going >< that,s a good thing .. contentment is a wonderful feeling ;;
don,t feel guilty ..feel satisfied ><<><
MIKE