What Jake said.
Sooner or later you get to the point where you realize your life is out of balance - otherwise you just end up completely fishing yourself around the bend.
Reread #^^^^^^&'s post on the darkside of fishing, sometime - you're having a fishing epiphany, Flap. And it is age related without a doubt - you're just going through the labor pains of wisdom.
Lay off for a while, take care of whatever you feel you need to do and come back to it when it feels right...you'll appreciate it more in the end...
