Well I am having the season from HELL!!! Can't catch a fish if someone tossed it to me underhand!!

If I have gone fishing 40 times......I have caught about 10 fish....total!!!! Just dismal and those fish were caught on 4 outings though its rough estimate on the outings......thats for sure how many fish I have??? My timing is way off this season due to the damn new full time job.....love the job....hate that I have to have it!!! Wrong time, wrong tide, wrong place, wrong day......man I am just not showing when the fish are? However.......its times like these that prove to me that it really is not all about catching fish! (Though it would be nice for sure) On Monday evening I fished a spot that I have spent alot of time over the years......no fish but I enjoyed one of the most spectacular sunsets I have ever seen......and saw the second double rainbow I have ever seen......just amazing! Just being out there in the fresh air, under a beautiful starry night or enjoying a beautiful sunrise or sunset on the water always makes for a great time out on the water. I am wrestling with the question though...."What the heck is wrong with me?". Just a bad season I guess though I do not think its anything I am doing or not doing......just too much going on in life this season and my mind is very preoccupied to the point where I am just not feeling it?? Oh well......back out tomorrow night!! I will go down swinging!! Just a few more weeks left and I am hoping I can just string together a few good outings and some good memories to help keep me warm this winter!
