but it could be a lot worse ……….I could be still going to a catholic school , or I could have saved sex until the GOLDERN years , or I could have NOT held confessions # J/W every Friday afternoon & I wouldn,t have gotten all the leads I did , I may have not met my wife /the best thing that was ever in my life , I could have had a bigger nose > then I never would have got near those c its , I could have been taller then that would have meant I stole the wrong size clothes // I,m in deep #^&#^&#^&#^& if I run out of meds // I could be drinking [again] …….. arhh this could take forever . But I could have missed this site & not met some of the best people on the planet &&&&&&&&&& for all of this I am forever thankful