realty ..life
... less
.. mostly physically , but now its gerring at times mental /I have everything ready & then just say fu ck it ..
bought F/W gear thinking I could get back to the real peaceful fishing
.. didn,t take real long the I couldn,t get to a lot of places , either physically or legally
..&&&& the trash issue is just to much .
I went out alone Tuesday .managed to find a few . then bluefish & I had already been late because a lack of bait
. which I ran out of .
when I was about done I fell [again] stayed there for a while .finally crawled up
..saw that when I fell a snapped my rod rack when I hit it .
But I was all set to go the next day because of the activity...
. alarm went off .tried to rollover and get up
.. body had tightened up
.. nope no go ..
figure I have 1.5 years left / its not much fun alone & not many left to go the way I go .
I miss many of the guys I use to fish with /a few RIP took care of it & others just tired .
I use to love to fish with Got Stripers .& he wouls ask me to be at the ramp 4;30 ish
.. no way .he finally got sick of asking , got a yak, woman & golf
.so the became history
..others guys just disappeared . changed fish . quit fishing . etc, etc, etc,
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