It has taken an hour to calm down

[Raven]

YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO SOME CHUCK WILD MUSIC

(sorry caps didn't mean to shout that.....)
recommended for vets with ptsd after their tour

and totally disconnect for awhile....

while i agree with your reasoning to a point
i think you totally blew it...

only because she coulda been some gang banger Beotch
that would just love to have her boyfriend come cap your ass.

not only that...but when you have a confrontation like that
(to be avoided)
your body releases all these toxins from the stress of it
that do horrible things to your insides

so consider these things and next time count to ten
if ya can....

nice plug tho

[SurfCaster413]

Way to go man good for you. I cant stand people right now I think they are all stupid ass's. The next sob that cuts me out while am towing my trailer is gonna make me snap and punch some ones lights out.

[ecduzitgood]

I agree totally I lost it and it feels kinda like I just had sex and want to lay down now (my memory is not so good so I think thats how I used to feel..2+yrs.ago). I really wish I had handled it better and came back with something like if I had my handicapped child with me it would be my business but I don't like to lie so that never even crossed my mind after she threw the F-bomb I just lost it.
12-13yrs. ago I spent 3yrs down near the Cape Cod Cafe and dealt with these types and have escaped muggings twice when walking to my job each night, so I don't let them get close enough and become highly alert at any time I get that feeling something is going down. I know in my mind I was already thinking if a gun comes out and I can get in my car I was just going to push theirs into the store and hope if I they get me they can't get away fast and at least without their car and loads of people watching the whole thing go down there's a good chance they would get picked up, plenty of cops near the Belmont st store. Having no children and not much to lose makes me think of how things could or would go down and if it's me taking the bullet for one or more of those scumbags rotting in prison so be it. I'm not a bad guy at all in fact all I did was turn and get ready to tackle the guy when I heard him run up behind me and he put on the brakes abort 10 feet away and said "I ain't comin up on you" and took off back the other direction no tough guy here I just was ready to defend myself rather than freeze up. I honestly would rather talk my way out of a fight or get the hell out of there by running or what ever. The second time they came from across Main st. splitting up as I approached I told the guy coming towards me "wrong guy, not me, wrong guy, aint happening" and he kept coming till he was within reach and I put my hand out to keep him at a distance while watching his eyes as he was waving he arms trying to distract me saying "no problem man, no problem man" I saw his eye move towards my right and closed my hand taking a hold of him and throwing him to my right and he collided with his buddy who was coming from his hiding spot around the corner as I turned on the afterburners and got my arse out of there. I couldn't believe it but I had my tax return cash with me because my apartment had been ripped off and I wasn't going to leave it there (I know, try the bank but remember I had no car to get to the bank if I needed cash). It is a shame Brockton got as bad as it has, and I know it's gotten better but not better enough to not be aware of everything and everyone when I'm there. I guess I'm a pessimist because I always think of the worst happening and prepare for it and hope for the best.

[Raven]

Originally Posted by ecduzitgood

it feels kinda like I just had sex and want to lay down now. .

lay down to sleep with this dude and chill

http://www.realmusic.com/index.php?o...=91&Itemid=149

[O.D. Mike]

Ed,
Go fishing and find your happy place... If you need to, smoke some damiana leaf to calm your nerves... Life is to short Ed, walk it off....

Mike

[ecduzitgood]

Originally Posted by O.D. Mike

Ed,
Go fishing and find your happy place... If you need to, smoke some damiana leaf to calm your nerves... Life is to short Ed, walk it off....

Mike

I am going down shortly so I can get one of my spots for sunrise. If you see my Red Explorer fish directly across from me and I can almost gaurantee you'll be on fish the way the last three trips worked watching fish break well within range if I was on the opposite side. I have never heard of damiana and will probably stick to sativa, which brings to mind maybe it was the lack of sativa that caused me to lose it.

[Raven]

Originally Posted by ecduzitgood

I will probably stick to sativa, which brings to mind maybe it was the lack of sativa that caused me to lose it.

aye, Matey

ARRRG