crazy dreams since my dad died.

[Raven]

Dreams are where you "work out the trauma" of Loosing your DAD so suddenly Goosefish...

as it was a total shock to your system....so when your not busy with normal day to day activities involving both mind and Body

you try to mentally make sense of it all ...to rationalize his quick departure with Imagery of stored Mental Pictures in a collage
that your unable to collate into a logical timeline....

Everyone has their own personal belief system where you view or choose not to view an afterlife....how it is...what it is...

and i like to think of each sojourn into life as kind of a curriculum that you chose to experience similar to electing to take certain courses in college to achieve a particular degree of proficiency At something

Time in the afterlife is non existent... and when its "your time" it will only seem like a moment for your DAD to finally see you again
whereas for you ....it'll feel like an eternity....

You can take comfort Knowing that he's waiting and that a day will come when you re- unite in spirit form where thoughts are like our words..... focus on best of times you had and Glean the wisdom
he spoke ....it's all in your head archived ....every moment

finding those files takes time .... recently i had my DAD (gone 30 years as well) (in a dream) ask me for a sandwich and i found that to be hilarious....