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Originally Posted by OLD GOAT
HEY!!!!FISH RAPTOR!!!!
I'm THINKING OF YOU!
HANG IN THERE. You can do it.
You're not along. We have your back.
Hang in there
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I'm trying to hang in there.....
since I wrote the original post I have had some very sad, shaky and uncertain moments and bad thoughts.....
I just met with her youngest daughter moments ago, they invited me for dinner and it helped quite a lot. I am still uncertain of the near future but trying to keep my head above water.
I am meeting with a couple that we were friends with prior and they are taking me out to dinner just to talk.
I am also meeting on friday with 2 gals who also were very close to lori and they are in the profession needed to help me. We are meeting for coffee and talking.
I don't know if I am any better but I am no worse...... I guess that is a a good thing but not certain.
I am stable as of now but fear a dark moment might overtake me.
Trying to find reasons to ........ is difficult but "talking" to her and making believe she can hear me is helping. I know that sounds crazy but .......
I wish to thank everyone for their kind words, their thoughts and concerns. I would have never guessed that a site for fishing would have such a vast number of compassionate people.
If I make it though this I hope someday I can help someone else.
God bless you all.
if pic come through it is beautiful gal on far right. The other two are her daughters. Her soft smile could stop a loaded freight train. When I said she was one in a million I wasn't just using words..... she was "one in a million"