My world has come to an end.

[OLD GOAT]

HEY!!!!FISH RAPTOR!!!!
I'm THINKING OF YOU!
HANG IN THERE. You can do it.
You're not along. We have your back.
Hang in there

[fish raptor]

Originally Posted by OLD GOAT

HEY!!!!FISH RAPTOR!!!!
I'm THINKING OF YOU!
HANG IN THERE. You can do it.
You're not along. We have your back.
Hang in there

I'm trying to hang in there.....
since I wrote the original post I have had some very sad, shaky and uncertain moments and bad thoughts.....

I just met with her youngest daughter moments ago, they invited me for dinner and it helped quite a lot. I am still uncertain of the near future but trying to keep my head above water.

I am meeting with a couple that we were friends with prior and they are taking me out to dinner just to talk.

I am also meeting on friday with 2 gals who also were very close to lori and they are in the profession needed to help me. We are meeting for coffee and talking.

I don't know if I am any better but I am no worse...... I guess that is a a good thing but not certain.

I am stable as of now but fear a dark moment might overtake me.

Trying to find reasons to ........ is difficult but "talking" to her and making believe she can hear me is helping. I know that sounds crazy but .......

I wish to thank everyone for their kind words, their thoughts and concerns. I would have never guessed that a site for fishing would have such a vast number of compassionate people.

If I make it though this I hope someday I can help someone else.

God bless you all.

if pic come through it is beautiful gal on far right. The other two are her daughters. Her soft smile could stop a loaded freight train. When I said she was one in a million I wasn't just using words..... she was "one in a million"

[nightfighter]

Not if....you will make it through this. Great picture. Don't lose sight of her two girls in that picture. She also lives on through them. Be there for them, as well as yourself. Sounds like you have lined up some close friends and professionals who will help you get through this, and you helping them as well.

[JohnR]

Originally Posted by nightfighter

Not if....you will make it through this. Great picture. Don't lose sight of her two girls in that picture. She also lives on through them. Be there for them, as well as yourself. Sounds like you have lined up some close friends and professionals who will help you get through this, and you helping them as well.

This. Reach out to us if you need to, reach out to the professionals as well. We are all here for you.

[piemma]

Listen, I'm not sure anything I can say will help your pain right now but please remember the following:

God never gives you more than you can handle. There are guys here that have been through horrific episodes in their lives. Not trying minimize yours but we all have endured physical and mental pain.

5/0 just went through loosing 7 family members and his dog in one year.

In 2003 I had 10 operations including a quad bypass. 6 months later I was diagnosed with cancer. Then my company fired me because "they were going in a different direction".

We have all lost loved ones and their memory never fades nor does the pain diminish. But life goes on as yours must.

Remember, failure and giving up is NOT an option. Just keep fighting if for nothing else but Lori's kids and her memory.

[Clammer]

Hey , I,ll take a ride to Burnt Hills , Ny .where ever the f uck that is .....if I can help ya