Hang in there bro, I stopped 12 years ago, cold turkey.
the first couple of days are the hardest but trust me it
gets better. In a month you will not believe how good you feel.
There are quite a few of us who have walked this road before... and clearly remember 'white-knuckling' our way through the first months.
The rewards are well worth it. PM one of us if you need to talk.
“Americans have the right and advantage of being armed, unlike the people of other countries, whose leaders are afraid to trust them with arms.” – James Madison.