942604_624874054190572_1352286980_n.jpgI'm 58 years old. Up until I was 56 I was one of the happiest guys on gods green earth. The only thing I was missing was true love. In Dec of 2013 I met the girl that I had been waiting my whole life for, the girl of my dreams. She wasn't close to perfect, or very very close to perfect or very very very close to perfect, she was absolutely perfect, one in a billion. It was love at first sight for both of us and for the last two years we have been loving and laughing till we fell asleep in each others arms. She was my fishing buddy and a damn good one at that beating me more than one time. We had a new 22' Mako offshore, the best fishing gear money could by and we had each other on all our fishing excursions. Those fishing trips we the happiest I have ever been in my entire life, heading out early in the morning, waters calm with a nice boat, great gear and the girl of my dreams.
Because of family problems my girlfriend took her life on Nov 22, 2015. I was so bad I was close to the edge and am not sure If I will be able to go on. I have lost my will to fight. My beautiful Mako sits on the side of my house and I cannot imaging every using it again as the sadness of not having her by my side will make it unbearable.
I am putting a picture of her hear so you can see her beauty and envision all the beautiful traits a woman can have. She had a heart of gold and no flaws. I owed it to her to tell the world just how special she was and how I am suffering. I love you Lori.