life changes in a instant.

[goosefish]

My father was killed in a car accident Friday night. He died amongst a sea of sirens and flashing lights, closing a road to traffic for three hours. I am very hung up on the idea of my dad dying in a crash. I wake up at 3 a.m. and start in thinking about him. It's so sad. My heart bleeds. My poor mom--they met in high school and married shortly after. He was 68 when he died. I saw my father all the time. He was a huge lover of the sea and boats. This will be a hard Holiday season for me and my family. I don't even know why I am posting this. I just think it helps to know that people out there care, people who don't even know me. So sad. So very very sad.