Prayers for Mom

[Raven]

but remember something while you wait for your body and mind to reach an equilibrium..and reset itself. besides resting up...

sorta like a computer doing a much needed but longer reboot...
as it tries to process a bit to much information...

you are PART mom and PART dad.... they combined to make you........... and the best of both reside within you...

some people joke about a man's feminine side but it actually exists
and it is part of the duality of man .... as you get over the initial trauma and sadness of your loss and i'm truly sorry your going thru this... right now... memories will come through to help guide you or to refresh your spirit from time to time.... and at that particular moment stop what your doing and enjoy that flashback and smile.

also...even though it's colder than a well diggers ass... definately get out of the house and walk somewhere to generate an endorphins release which will give you a sense of well being
and take in some nature .... get some fresh air.... and just enjoy
the beauty of the outdoors without thinking about everything to much. I highly recommend doing that.